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tired Wow. Last night i did something reallllllllly brave. I finally asked him if he knew that i've liked him before. *he said No. i bravely told him i liked him. but i think he got the impression that i dont like him anymore. and *he said, he doesnt like that girl anymore. So i asked him if he liked me before. hahahas. *he said yes, when we went out. but i dunno if he still does la. afterall i havent seen him for a week or so. nvm. we'll be going out again soon. hmmm *he's going to the NDP with yx. i dont feel bad. in fact i feel good. i tinge of disappointment, but i feel good. cos i feel that to *him, yx must come first. yx is really a great friend. two of them really inseparable. did i spell that correctly? oH wells. anyway, as i was saying. i'm kinda happy. at least i know that *he liked me before. i know where i stand, i know that i've got a chance. better than nothing right! hahas sheer happiness la. really. school's craped up. first i got a C+ in speech comm, i'm feeling outa place, now i've got that asshole of a hotdog to worry abt. most of you should know what hotdog i'm referring to. that asshole. i cant believe him! i didnt even talk to him how can he say that i get on his nerves? the best thing is that his petty behaviour reminds me of Jon tay's in the past. damn. what's his problemo?! damn him la. hmmm. i had a long bus ride home. i caught up with noodle ya! i'm so happy! like havent been able to catch up with her for weeks! i miss her.. just now the two of us were talking so much.. abt our lives in 4E, we miss 4E!! and like totally. i mean totally, like we were on the brink of tears! sigH.. i miss 4E, i miss PL band. i miss SAJC band too. =| |
